[ purpose has served him, though; or maybe he's served purpose; or maybe it doesn't make a difference.
it was easier when he didn't think he could have anything else, couldn't imagine what a fuller life here in thedas would look like. what's been harder to grapple with is having a glimpse of it, and knowing he can't have it. though — his disquiet runs deeper than losing naomi, reverberates back from her, from the dreams, from ostwick, from arriving here.
any of which he could articulate, in the face of what is unquestionably kindness, with the grounding weight at his shoulder.
or, as he sets his palms on the desk's surface, ]
Well, I can promise you I'm not planning on burning anything else, void or no.
[ hands or books. first breaking a coffeemaker and now this, eesh. he has, at least, the good grace to look rueful as he says it. ]
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Date: 2021-06-19 04:32 am (UTC)it was easier when he didn't think he could have anything else, couldn't imagine what a fuller life here in thedas would look like. what's been harder to grapple with is having a glimpse of it, and knowing he can't have it. though — his disquiet runs deeper than losing naomi, reverberates back from her, from the dreams, from ostwick, from arriving here.
any of which he could articulate, in the face of what is unquestionably kindness, with the grounding weight at his shoulder.
or, as he sets his palms on the desk's surface, ]
Well, I can promise you I'm not planning on burning anything else, void or no.
[ hands or books. first breaking a coffeemaker and now this, eesh. he has, at least, the good grace to look rueful as he says it. ]