[ Holden takes his hand back. Silas eases his hold to let it pass easily through his fingers.
His once-over inspection is as talon-scraping-bone close as it is removed, judgment wry through the lines carved in sharp around his mouth for whatever he sees. What a mook. But also: same. ]
Sapient beasts need more than purpose.
[ Speaking from experience. He’s comfortable enough to pat and squeeze at Holden’s shoulder, reassuring -- if nothing else -- in his bedrock certainty. ]
We’re all vulnerable to the void gnawing beneath it.
[ purpose has served him, though; or maybe he's served purpose; or maybe it doesn't make a difference.
it was easier when he didn't think he could have anything else, couldn't imagine what a fuller life here in thedas would look like. what's been harder to grapple with is having a glimpse of it, and knowing he can't have it. though — his disquiet runs deeper than losing naomi, reverberates back from her, from the dreams, from ostwick, from arriving here.
any of which he could articulate, in the face of what is unquestionably kindness, with the grounding weight at his shoulder.
or, as he sets his palms on the desk's surface, ]
Well, I can promise you I'm not planning on burning anything else, void or no.
[ hands or books. first breaking a coffeemaker and now this, eesh. he has, at least, the good grace to look rueful as he says it. ]
[ Disengage clocked and acknowledged with a dip of his chin, Silas curls his talons gently in before he releases his hold. The delay between realization and movement is fleeting, barely there. He was called here to contend with an injury. The repairs are complete. ]
See that you don’t.
[ He can see himself out as he saw himself in, casual in retreat, though he does pause to look back once he’s near enough the door to flip the lock. ]
I’m told some healers here charge for their services.
[ That look lingers, skeptical, and Silas sighs before hitching the door open to depart. He closes it as quietly behind him now as he did upon entry, leaving neighbors none the wiser. ]
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Date: 2021-06-15 06:54 pm (UTC)His once-over inspection is as talon-scraping-bone close as it is removed, judgment wry through the lines carved in sharp around his mouth for whatever he sees. What a mook. But also: same. ]
Sapient beasts need more than purpose.
[ Speaking from experience. He’s comfortable enough to pat and squeeze at Holden’s shoulder, reassuring -- if nothing else -- in his bedrock certainty. ]
We’re all vulnerable to the void gnawing beneath it.
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Date: 2021-06-19 04:32 am (UTC)it was easier when he didn't think he could have anything else, couldn't imagine what a fuller life here in thedas would look like. what's been harder to grapple with is having a glimpse of it, and knowing he can't have it. though — his disquiet runs deeper than losing naomi, reverberates back from her, from the dreams, from ostwick, from arriving here.
any of which he could articulate, in the face of what is unquestionably kindness, with the grounding weight at his shoulder.
or, as he sets his palms on the desk's surface, ]
Well, I can promise you I'm not planning on burning anything else, void or no.
[ hands or books. first breaking a coffeemaker and now this, eesh. he has, at least, the good grace to look rueful as he says it. ]
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Date: 2021-06-20 11:22 pm (UTC)See that you don’t.
[ He can see himself out as he saw himself in, casual in retreat, though he does pause to look back once he’s near enough the door to flip the lock. ]
I’m told some healers here charge for their services.
[ He is not serious. Probably. ]
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Date: 2021-06-21 12:16 am (UTC)truthfully, ]
I'm losing track of how many I owe you, now.
[ which is not, actually, disagreement. ]
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Date: 2021-06-21 12:31 am (UTC)